I totally love this site. So here is the link to my pinterest page. http://pinterest.com/VALadyNole/ Oh yeah and I got a tattoo... And posting a picture I can pin to my Blogs I Follow board. :-)
In 2009, I thought my world was crashing in around me. I was working as a teacher for a person that I could not see eye to eye with. There was nothing I could do to make her appreciate the me that is me. She (in my opinion) was a bully and not a sufficient leader. I decided that instead of trying to please a person that wanted an unattainable perfection that I would quit teaching. That was November 2009. At that time I felt depressed and worthless. I was a teacher, I was trained to be a teacher, I had my BS in education, and a teaching certificate but I felt so wounded. I didn't want to teach but what else could I do. I substituted for the remainder of the school year and I enjoyed myself. However, you can't support a family being a substitute teacher and it wasn't fair for Joe to be working so much. I am so blessed that my husband supported me 1000%. I was lost. I didn't know where to turn or what to do. What h...
I am not really sure where to begin this post. Do I start from years ago or from last night? I am not sure. So I will just sorta start. It's sorta like "Party Like It's 1999" I was dreaming when I wrote this so forgive me if it goes astray... There is a new song "Say Something" on the radio. Say something I'm giving up on you... This song is a few years too late for me. It sings the song of my heart from 2007 to 2010. I was fighting to save the love that I had for Joe. I could have screamed these lyrics in desperation. I spent this time in a church that was teaching me that I should never give up on my marriage. (I will come back to this point soon.) I was in a constant state of forgiving Joe for his sins against me. I wasn't searching for his confession I knew he was remorseful of the decisions that he was making. In May 2010, I now know, that my marriage to Joe emotionally was on life support. It stayed on life sup...
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