Been A While
Well it has been quite while since I blogged. I feel like my entire life has fallen apart but that there are amazing strings that are holding it together. I left Joe in May. May 27, 2013, I told him that I wanted a divorce. I finally decided that enough was enough and that the hope of love wasn't enough to keep my marriage together. I couldn't stay for the kids because what would that be teaching them. I started dating a man that I have cared from since my youth. He is great and treats me wonderfully. It is a new thing for me to be loved the way that he does. I have had the most honest conversations with him. It is refreshing to be able to be 100% me. My grandfather died on August 15, 2013. It was so hard to breathe that day. I knew the day was coming, I thought that I was ready. I wasn't ready, are we ever ready. His service was beautiful and my grandmother is moving forward day by day. minute by minute I am sure. She is strong and she is determined.