White as Snow...
I am not really sure where to begin this post. Do I start from years ago or from last night? I am not sure. So I will just sorta start. It's sorta like "Party Like It's 1999" I was dreaming when I wrote this so forgive me if it goes astray... There is a new song "Say Something" on the radio. Say something I'm giving up on you... This song is a few years too late for me. It sings the song of my heart from 2007 to 2010. I was fighting to save the love that I had for Joe. I could have screamed these lyrics in desperation. I spent this time in a church that was teaching me that I should never give up on my marriage. (I will come back to this point soon.) I was in a constant state of forgiving Joe for his sins against me. I wasn't searching for his confession I knew he was remorseful of the decisions that he was making. In May 2010, I now know, that my marriage to Joe emotionally was on life support. It stayed on life support for years. J